let's fall tragically in love drink too much and then fall tragically in lust because I would like to stop and take a break from destiny- I would like to pause and stop who I must be, for just a moment, let it go, forget it all, make this night like it never happened, no rewinds marked from the record, just kiss me, for now; I'm tired of being dependable ***** filling expectations and following the path moral obligations and saying the right thing at the right time I'm tired of being looked up to 'oh, maddie, with the good morals' **** being respectable **** being responsible **** having a reputation **** it all- just **** me.