they are always talking about me, aren't they
when they look into the group and say
some of you will have a different vocation
they are always talking about me
because I am not brave enough to correct people
when they say, "when you have kids"
they are always talking about me
because I imagined a day yesterday
walking through an airport to board a plane
on a mission, with a God-loving group of people,
singing, heavy backpacks and joy in our hearts
ready to handle anything life could throw at us
and united in love together for the rest of the world
and I felt an enormous sense of relief,
"I made it. this is what I've been fighting for."
I finally made it, I'm home-
isn't that beautiful?
I know exactly where I'm supposed to be
I'm just not ready to exactly say it yet.