it's coming to be
that me being in love with you
is no longer a secret
and i fear for you knowing.
i know that look that people
get in their eyes.
i know that look of pity
and disgust,
especially if they don't
feel the same way.
and i know the distance
they apply once
the words are out and about
and i don't think
i could ever be close to you
again.