i eat chocolate chips like they're a drug and i'm trying to overdose i bake brownies like they have more than just flour in them i read and write like it's a shot directly into my veins of pure, unadulterated experience, golden and black i dance like i'm on adderall i stole from my sister my nostrils smell tea like the leaves are ******* life is my drug, ******, and it's ridiculous to say and my friends would make fun of me for it, but i'm tired of calling things ridiculous and having to monitor if i'm being uncool enough to mention it, so i'm **** proud that life is my drug, i get high on memories and trip on late nights, laying broken on the floor, only to be healed again by a hug or a kind word, life's a drug, and i'm addicted.