i keep having this same dream like some kind of broken record with you following me from far away and me glancing over at your friend next to me but the whole time i am crying because i wish you were the one that was still next to me i always try to hide it from my lover but he looks at me and he sees he sees my eyes and he sees my heart and then he runs away but you don't come running to me no you stand there and you wait for your friend to meet you and then you both walk the other way it's my current reoccurring nightmare