when I was with you, words couldn't explain what I felt  
I could hardly form sentences
your small smiles and knowing glances made my heart beat so fast and hard that I could feel it all throughout my body
your indescribable scent would invades my senses and I couldn't breath
I used to think it was love
that this was my body's was of telling me, what I felt for you was something deeper
something I craved and needed so badly that I would change who I was and what I believed in just to be with you
but I shouldn't feel speechless with you
I shouldn't be afraid when you're not near
I shouldn't loose focus of who I am to appeal to you
so no matter how much it hurts I have to let you go
just like you let go of me