I shall be telling this with a sigh. That moment she put our heads together, in the icy air of night, seemed almost peaceful.
The sidewalks shone like alleys of dropped maple leaves, as we walked with a walk that was measured and slow.
It was the darkest evening of the year but between her and I, all the heavens seemed to twinkle. She was my North, my South, my East and West in the heat and the cold when no one else ever cared.
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong. Her heart was learning to lie down forever.
To watch the woods filled up with snow could be profound, but only so an hour. Then all is lost. Stop all the clocks. Cut off the stars. Their greatness is a kind of grief.
I let her leave this place. A final goodnight as she drifted. A black hole in space. A final goodbye as the stars started to fade.
I alone stay. Last year is dead, they seem to say. We cannot look back far but not because of age. Life is a stream that sweeps us away. The bitterness of the night matched the day.
As dawn goes down, I have promises to keep. Funny it seems, but by keeping her end lost in dream, I learned to walk without having feet. Yet sometimes, in the distance, I hear someone weep. I taught myself to live without the constellations, as I have miles to go before I sleep.