I wish I could tell you every
Dumb ******* thought I had
About you and I and us.

About how we would marry
In front of the world
And you would shout
To the stars at night,
Telling them I'm yours, completely.

About how your words
Would never feel like
The Sun setting on my soul
And every morning
Your fingers would carve
A picture of love
Into my back.

Your thoughts would stay wrapped
Around me in afternoon traffic,
Not even breaking in
The noise of the
Miserable souls drifting
Around and passed you.

You'd melody my name into
A song of love
Before you'd even walk
Through the door,
Knowing my name was yours
To sing-
And yours alone.

Alone.
Alone. Alone.
Here I am.
Alone.