I'm would find cadavers in your heart (If I really wanted to look.) Bones and permanent shocked looks on their cloud white skulls (Those ***** lovers of yours.) How they once meant the world to you. Now, They have no importance. Like a Jack O' Lantern after the children stop pretending to be monsters.
Some will be though; they just have to grow. Like those lovers of yours, until you're able to let go.
Ring up your white flag. Give up, let go; no more.