I dream of true love
the kind that always last
I wonder why I was not chosen
Why my youth left me so fast?

Am I destined to be an old maid?
Living without love
Destined to cover the graves
while my loved ones live golden above

Do I really even exist?
Have I ever existed at all?
Or, am I just someone's nightmare
An infestation?
The devil's fare?
An embodiment of nothingness?
The bad end of a double dare?

I hope I wake up soon
I have to find away
to chase away the darkness
to rainbow up my gray
I can not live in sorrow
I can not dwell in pain
I can not wait for sunshine
while I'm drowning in my rain

I finally feel the warmth
the unconditional love
the happiness inside me
that I've been dreaming of
Thank God I didn't give up
Thank God I stuck it through
I  asked him for a sign
Thankfully he sent me two...