you know one day I just.. try not givin a **** man, you know what I mean?

I don't know what to feel
..
Struck with utter sadness
I allow my myself a moment to feel this weak
Want to shed tears, but I can't
frozen behind my eyes
as I struggle with this defeat
can't accept these feelings
pride of ice
this loss won't take the rest of me
with you..
this loss won't take the rest of me with you..
this loss won't take the rest of me with you..

It's like you pick apart my brain and you get inside. I got so much to say to you but little time.
..
Never thought I'd be the one leaving..
saying leave me be
not when you had my unquestioned loyalty
Never thought I'd never see you, see..
I'm feeling feeble, weak
weazly, bleak
is this really me?
no. I allow myself to feel this weak
It's just momentarily..

I wonder would it still be worth it if I give a try? Or am I lying to myself this really is goodbye
Man **** it, I'mma **** it up and walk away.

I turn my back towards you
cut bonds
let shots miss..
..James Bond..

I look in front of me..
Eyes steady on my own path
..
I really got a set of goals now and I can't slow down, I don't think I'll know how
...
Ever since you been gone I just been tripping out, I made a left and a right and I took a different route
..
I'm fighting to get my strength back
..
After walking for a while I see something.
An Angel
Eyes Hazel
My world ascends in Chaos.
I'm moving along, I'm moving along, I go out with a bang