I'm lying to myself again,
who shall i be this week.
Bottled blonde,
Girlish flair.
Brunette beauty,
Intellectual grace.
Fiery Ginger,
Strong and fierce.
Make up plastered to cover up the true me,
So i can go on being whichever personality you want me to be.
To eat or not to eat today,
Workout til your body gives out.
Hate myself for being this way,
But i can't stop this is what the games all about.
It never ends.
This game i play daily started out as just a way to stand out, stand up and scream "here i am! Please take notice of me! I'm doing this all
Can't you see I'm doing this all for you!"
ill be anyone you want me to be,
I just wont be me.