I remember sitting outside the steel-tracks, hidden under the nets. Stars would peek through the fluttering radar-resistant leaves & an occasional warthog would do a flyby. We'd smoke (not literally) & joke, tell funny stories to keep our morale high. Every now and then, we'd talk about a dead comrade or a lost sweetheart. I never let them boys see me cry, but I did, usually in the bent arm of my ACU's. Sometimes my armor would catch a drop.