Bartender,
pour me the usual as I
take a seat and watch your every
move as if I pay you in bills of one. I'll make a comment that makes
you unable to not make that joke,
because after all your stupid jokes
comes that devastating laugh you always laugh.
It hurts so good to see you love her.
I'll just pretend I am her for the moment when I watch you
undress her at night.
Let me automutilate myself by looking at you for hours and
I promise, I won't say a word.
Just be you, my lost love.
And let me be my drunk and crushed self tonight.