stuck in neutral, me, not a car. sitting in front of the tv, mouth slightly open like a... yokel absently patting, my child's back staring at bright, happy figures on the tv. my one true thought is ... nope, nada nothing there!! no wise, no funny, no comfort, no smartarse or wisecrack. all called in absent, today i sit in front of the tv, coffee drool forming, at the corner, where my lips, don't quite meet. yokel. idling, stuck in neutral, idling.