Woke up late off for the next two days Planning to enjoy my time off work Thought I'd write a blog its been a while I write and journal keeping my mind clear of frustration Went to a baseball game met a girl and keep thinking of her Im glad we met I know her name we talked it was fun Haven't been writing angry or holding a grudge Changing your mind set things are not the same Good to bad use to be sad not its flipped Staying focused not trying to fall back but go forward Buying what I need and want able to smile Not relying on anyone or looking for anyone to be happy I wrote to tell my story others relate understand its my story you can't change my outcome I don't think about the fast its behind Facing the future full of surprises control what you can but don't give up make the dream a reality