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Aug 2014
Have you ever felt like breaking down, pull your hair out and scream?
Have you ever almost fell apart at the seams?
Have you ever felt like clawing your eyes out so that you could no longer see that nightmare again?
Have you ever felt like crawling out of your skin so that when someone touches you you won't flashback to it again?
Have you ever ran away from love, cause you were scared to love and trust another again?
Have you ever felt like setting fire to your brain with alcohol and drugs just to numb the straining pain?
Have you ever broke your own heart by breaking someone else's heart too?
Have you ever sliced or burned your skin, or choked yourself to help your emotional and mental pain go away?
Have you ever regretted living just for everyone else?

Well, I have.
I have felt that way
I have ran away cause I was scared
I have wanted to
I have broken my heart by breaking someone else's
I have to everything I've asked


*And I always get the overwhelming feeling that no one feels the same
And that everyone has left me in the corner for me to fall upon the brink of insanity
;-;
Chalsey Wilder
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Chalsey Wilder  22/Two-Spirit/Space
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