I pressed the exercise ball against the gym wall slowly pushing it upward breathing deeply I repeated to myself “God is present now” “God is present now” I walked towards the women’s locker room holding onto that thought intensely a child sitting in the softly illumined alcove turned to look at me brief wordless sweet communion flashed electrically between us an angelic expression emanated from her ivory porcelain face as if all the cares, joys and sorrows of the world were bundled up inside her tiny form …God is present now…God is present now