Everyday I learn. Whether it be about a personality, or why the sky is blue. I don't get to decide what interests me or what kind of conversations I will have tomorrow. 1:36 am. Hawaii. Laying in confined, muggy, dark, room. The others are fast asleep, somewhere in their deepest thoughts, I suppose. & Here I am reaching into myself for some sort of comfort. So far away from anything familiar, but this song it brings me closer to home. Past relationships with people I barely know now, they haunt me. Most are living a life I am blind to. Am I just a faint memory which lies deep within their bones ? Or possibly nothing at all. It kills me to not know. I let it. It is best we do not question this earth and it's purpose or even our own for that matter. Life is as simple as breathing, yet I find myself gasping for air. Humans forget that we are all just humans. 2:06am. Hawaii. Laying in a dark room, and I can finally close my eyes and drift off into the unknown parts of my own self.