Today I pushed you away
but I regretted it and said hey
you got mad
and I felt bad
sad, I left you alone
after that you called my phone
I dropped the call
threw it like a ball
sat quietly at one corner
in my head, so contrast every hour
I know I should let you be
because the thing that hurts you most is me
you will grow tired
and my efforts to make you go will back fire
Would you let me?
Would you hold me?
even if I'm like this
even if it-

*to be continued