her curled lips quiver in fear
she has nothing else to say
her tear drops shiver because she as nothing else to cry about

your majesty
remember me
in the cold of your heart
i want to forget
but you make me start
over and over
but not when you’re sober

the nightmares are worse than when you made me scream your name

i was to blame
i’m the *****
what is this trial for?
i don’t want to tell my story
because nobody knows me
they say my clothes control me
i’m the *****

i deserve no more than what is given
you shattered my everything
so why am i living?

who am i to decide how i’m treated?
i’m shattered by the ones who are needed
and i need you
i breathe you
you are me
you've convinced me
i
am
nothing
without
your
fist

years and years of us
years and years of you telling me i’m worthless
i’d cry
but
it’s beautiful
the love we share
nobody understands it but us
nobody loves me enough
you love me
you hug me
you beat me down but say sorry

i love you
i hug you
i’m scared of what to say to you

**but i'm the *****