Lately I've seen you ( in my daydreams) sitting on top of the desk, feet up on the chair.
Your arm on your knee and hand under you chin supporting your head.
Your wearing your  pink shirt and jeans. Your chest  is kinda hunched forward creating a space that seems to invite me in. It's afternoon so the light in the room comes only from the sun, the way I like it. But you  also seem to be radiating this warm, red light. It's drawing me in, into that space-that "cave like" space in front of you. The look in your eyes is loving and the color of your eyes  a lovely autum m like  yellow brown. You say "come here baby" and I do.
I fit perfectly in that loving safe space. The darkness in me is drawn to the lightness of you. And that's when I'm calm. I'm home.  Surrounded by your loving energy.