I was fine. I was doing great. Work was challenging in a fun way. Friends were annoying in a hilarious way. Movies changed how I saw the world. Books changed how I saw myself. Music changed how I saw everything. And it was wonderful. Life was wonderful In a beautiful inexplicable way. And then the world stopped Turning. Time stopped running. And I lost my way. What happened? You. You and your beautiful disaster. And even though everything has changed, And my heart lies broken in my hands, I can't help having this phantom feeling That when I finally put all the pieces Back together, My heart will be better off for having Loved and Lost.