This week has been unbelievably bad. You probably wouldn't believe me if I told you. It feels like my life is crumbling like a sand castle, and I have no control over what happens next. I just want to stop. Stop moving, stop caring, stop s t o p s t o p . But for now, I'll solve my problem the only way I know how. Ignoring it. When I get home I'm going to drink that beer in the fridge, and hope that it doesn't taste as bitter as today.