Sometimes what we perceive as a curse is actually a blessing. For to live a Righteous life is perceive as a curse by many people. But it is actually because this life is the opposite of heaven living. Because of our physical body, it makes living righteous harder to live. So when you are feeling curse, it quite possible that you are actually being blessed. By dealing and overcoming this hardships that you are going through. Stand firm and trust God, for he has only the best intentions for your life. It may even seem unfair at those moments but once you get to heaven. Your perception of those situations shall be quite different to you.