Searching for my space my perfect little escape my hide away from the craziness the craziness of everyday all the ups and downs all start to feel like a straight line it's crazy I know I've got no where to go still searching everyone's got their place their place to call home while I lay here alone all alone
and I stay here not looking not searching but hiding hiding away away from the pain of thinking of seeing never wanting to be afraid never wanting to feel pain
It's the worst feeling around crying and knowing no ones there you're the only one that cares but even you've given up on yourself there's no turning back the second you start you can't cease the tears keep streaming they'll never end and you know the pain is back this time more than ever your whole body shuts down
and I stay here not looking not searching but hiding hiding away away from the pain of thinking of seeing never wanting to be afraid never wanting to feel pain
All alone no ones there all alone none to care all alone your years to your self all alone all alone
and I stay here not looking not searching but hiding hiding away away from the pain of thinking of seeing never wanting to be afraid never wanting to feel pain