the story of my virginity is haunting me a year later and now i feel like breaking down and asking myself why i still went through with you when you never looked me in the eyes that night
and after all those boys and girls who only wanted to put their hands on me and get inside of me, i now regret it all.
i regret shedding my clothes and keeping my mouth shut
i regret not knowing your name until we ******
ive never kissed with love
im tired of being the one that gives and doesnt receive
im tired of knowing all the things i know
i hate myself for doing the things i swore i wwouldn't do.
taking boyfriends and lying to friends and letting boys cheat on me and having *** with every person i see.
telling you that i loved you when i did not.
ive worn myself out and im changing
but people will always only want me for one thing.