Alone and unwanted is how I feel. Writing these words is how I deal. I guess it's better than any other way. Like the one that takes me far away. To the land of dark and nothing, But it's better than here where my heart is crushing. The future is scary but the now is worse. I don't want to continue living out this curse. Alone, alone, It's all I think. It's here, It's there, It's when I blink. I feel it in each and every bone. Alone, alone, alone, alone.