from nothing and nowhere they arrive and I am my own apparition scaring myself to death- sometimes without warning in the most strangest of ways I become one with all other phenomenon passing through these slow summer light filled spins of the coin heads you lose tails they win while a thirst raging in my mouth tells me to drink drink it all down because you need the medicating waters that fall from the sky which cloudless after rain is as blue as a babies eyes and take advantage of the machinery that pumps it into the tap that keeps you alive to the possibility of escaping the next trap laid by an as yet unseen hand of the foe who lives just down the road connecting us all to the very real transportation of the modern world