My core, my essence is bruised My happy smile is a ruse So many have fallen for my light It's time to return to my core My Centre though bruised is dark I see no brightness in this world This world is pain. Why feign happiness when sadness is stronger? We enter the world screaming and kicking We leave whimpering and docile Agreeable to our fate, our time is up. Happiness is a construct to convince you that life, is worth having. Pain is the truth, darkness is the enveloping comfort, sleep is the "petit mort" that we succumb to each night.