Well, lets see. When the person you absolutely love and adore goes away to ******* space camp and decides that teasing Australian boys is better than staying faithful to your loving girlfriend of almost ******* 6 months then you know that you have truly felt your heart being r i p p e d out of your chest and wanting death more than you ever have since a year ago.
I am truly the worst girlfriend in the Universe and I am terribly sorry my dear. I am deeply in love with you and I hate myself for what I did... Thank you for not giving up on me, I will do everything and more to make this pain go away. I love you darling. Happy 5 months. <3