It seems to happen at night
My happiness suddenly dies
My old self is back in my sight
Back to the distrust and lies
I look back to many years ago
Remembering how I felt then
Those years took a heavy blow
Making me retreat to defend
I look back to the happy days
When I had someone to hold
To guide me through the haze
Warming me in the harsh cold
It is nights like this where I cry
When I regret something I said
I will always continue to try to fly
Until my heart is cold and dead