These years seem like days, Can't seem to shake this pain, Because I know things will never be the same. I claim to be numb since you left me Tho, I've grown in to a man since you left me Sister gone so who's next to meet death, But I'm here and I'm blessed A man on his quest, I'm alive, but I can't say my heart is beating Feeling like the living dead. Don't dwell on the words I've said Even though every last one I've meant. Happy Birthday and R.I.P. Momma