who i am, even what i am, i couldn't care less. every time the answer comes, it soon becomes trash. am i me or am i not me? who is this me? what is this me? who i am, even what i am, i never know. i never find the answer. i've had enough of questioning. let me be a speck of dust blown by the wind or a dead fish following the stream. i am not conscious. i cannot be. i am an object. i am not living. i am dead. whoever i am, whatever i am, it's not important --- *anymore.