Life is up and down
the maze of trick questions
Wearing that confusion
that frown of deceit.

That part you find
impossible to explain.
The very monster eating
every moment
makes you quiver
Feeling on edge
then doubt turns
you in and
out again.

Brain working at hyper speed
with mutterings of irregular
words, dreams that magnify
into focus.

The real world is that
roller coaster moving in
reverse.
Words and thoughts
spin faster.
Then all of a sudden
something hits hard
everything in reality
held you back.
Time seizes
every thing blacks out
with nothing to hold you in.