So you asked me to write
And explain how I feel
But to be perfectly honest
I’m not sure what’s real

My mind is pretty ****** up
And my issues make me a mess
Then again you already knew that
It’s not all that hard to guess

Keeping that in mind
Know trusting isn’t my strong suit
I’ve grown so used to lies
Trust is practically uncouth

Just my writing this says something
I’m taking a leap of faith
Know I’m laying down my cards
And it’ll **** me if you’re a fake

With that being said
You’re constantly on my mind
I’m always wondering what you’re doing
And if your thoughts are close to mine

I think you’re adorable and ****
Plus you get me like no one else
You’re the sweetest guy ever
Even when you’re being a **** xP

I wish you were here
and not 6,000 miles away
I wish you could really hold me
Every moment of every day

I started out writing
Unsure and in doubt of
But I think what I’m starting to realize
Is I’m slowly falling in love

So ask me again if I love you
And my answer will be the same
But just read over these words
And you’ll see what I’m afraid to say