No poems care to comfort me No words are willing to clear my head No thoughts come flowing from my pen No dreams will deign to share my bed
I used to sleep with company To doze with dainty desires But now it seems my mind rejects Those floating, smiling sires Instead my head’s been filled with fluff With engineered tomfoolery No longer can I find my thoughts Amidst this heavy schoolery
My florid fancies and swooning sighs Have decomposed under scrutiny And inspiration has been so choked That is has no will for mutiny
I’ve calculated, demonstrated Extrapolated and oxidized So now I’ve found that feelings too Have fallen overanalyzed It feels surreal, to sit with you While my mind sits far away The distance slows my synapses And causes heart delay
Thoughts, I’ve found, have been rewired Connected where they shouldn’t be So silly things cause tears to spring And trivial words to bother me
I wish my poems would return To put my mind where it belongs To weave my dreams so I might sleep To erase for you my careless wrongs I wish my words would scamper back And put my tangled thoughts to rights My feelings, too, so I might breathe And finally make peace with restless nights