he's still breathing and drooling all over me the book i borrowed lies back at me with your eyes and i can't even read it through for fear of reading my own demise the songs we've sung all just say your name now i'm in a white room and it's full of you to the brim i hate it i'm in paris and we have never been and yet you haunt me and yet you're here i am insane and i am alone and still you are behind me whispering things you've said over and over things ive only imagined but i know you've thought in mauregard by night you float across the ceiling the emptiness of obsession is all im feeling