The hands of time seem to be speeding up my downfall and I can't outrun the clock anymore. These words I speak to you are frivolous and vacuous in your mind and it seems to be thinking of ways that you can break me down. I will not be my father, brought down by the circumstance in which I stand. I will not be my mother, letting anyone at all get under my skin and plant themselves in it. I will not let your words grasp around my neck and choke away any words I wish to say to you. I have a voice, and it will be heard.
I will not be backlash for your insecurities I will not feel bad for being me I've spent my whole life wondering who I am and I've found the person I have become. I will not succumb to your paranoia and change me. Inconsistency for me is an everyday thing and frankly I'm tired of guessing- waiting around each corner for a surprise attack.
This is not who I have been, this is not who I want to be. I should not have to sacrifice myself just so you can be your idea of happy.