this is the never ending song why must we? do we really have to? why can't we let this be?
you make me hot and then cold and right now i couldn't even care to see you or be around you i'm tired of you not playing fair
i don't do what i do to hurt you or break you and make your heart fall but you certainly conspire this to me when it's you playing some victim in this all
but there's two sides to every story and don't worry, you're hardly a victim at all first you avoid me, then incite hurt you really do whatever to make me feel so small
against you, who's superior a poster child of all that's right well i'll drag you back to earth, my love so everyone can see you in this light
i know i have my demons but with all, i still fight the good fight this has been the longest road and you couldn't have been further out of sight
i'm not sure why i bother when you hardly even try all you do is push me out so i'm left with solitude to cry
i wish i had the heart to leave search out a different life oh, right, i'm sure you forgot i can't, because i'm just only your wife
i love him. i really truly do. and there's so much justice to give him in ways that he is a marvelous human being. but some days he can be a stupid boy. i'm just frustrated with us, and with a lot of things, actually. i think he loves me less. at least he doesn't seem too concerned with losing me by how often i'm put on the wayside, because i'm not too big of a priority. dates with me can be cancelled. calls don't need to be made. forgetting me is regular. only mandatory obligations left for me. oh well. this is what i wouldn't believe i signed up for when i said 'i do.' so **** me, right? now to just go on living...