For a man who held fire in his homilies and set the souls aflame with hell he was gentle at the apse, smiling, smiling warm hands and crisp cuffs and collars no burns or bruises nothing to give away his belief in kingdoms buried in the clouds of scriptures that he could quote adding references to each little parable like he himself, managed the manuscripts.
Come Easter, and the darkness would settle on his purple robes and sceptre as he walked down the aisle resplendent and roman as Pontius Pilate with a cleaner soul.
Christmas was different, he patted children's heads blessed the old nanas who dropped off those chocolate cakes and port wine, fortified with *** and brandy biscuits. He was always thankful for the spirit.
But the day he looked at me long and hard the spark of hell ignited my guilt at not going to Mass for a whole summer of sun and without a twitch of his bushy eyebrows he said: "Been busy getting a suntan? Hell will make you black!" but he grinned that extra-sip of wine grin and I entered the church to repent for all the sins I did not commit!