"Sometimes you can work it out" "Sometimes you can't" "Sometimes you're forced to watch" "everything fall apart -- it's out of your"
because you
"I bet the neighbors know my name"
for many different reasons because of the
"Way you screamin scratchin yellin,"
while we're arguing&fighting; like its war war 3 claiming your tired, sad & lonely & sick of me,
Well baby
"If you think you're lonely now, huh- Wait until tonight"
And baby I want you to'
"Keep on moving" "Don't stop like the hands of time" "Click clock, find your own way to stay" "The time will come one day"
for you to realize I was here for you no matter what but now I gotta do things on my own , my way and for myself plus these kids &
"Besides the kids I have nothing to show" "Wasted my years a fool of a wife" "I shoulda have left your *** long time ago" "Well I'm not gon cry,"
not no more & not this time
because now all
The lyric's makes sense to me,
like when I heard & agreed
"If I were a boy" "I think I could understand" "How it feels to love a girl"
"I swear I’d be a better man." "I’d listen to her" "'Cause I know how it hurts"
The ending state
"Your just a boy" & I'd have to agree, cause' you'll know never this pain you've caused
The magnitude of your actions causing the opposite with in me,
The havoc & suffering's not just about me
These children which I'll scream-out to my dying day saying loudly Proudly GOD
"Thanks for my Child"
something you still failed to know about,
How many times will-your girls miss their "Butterfly Kisses" and how many times will they look in the mirror & notice
"In their father's eyes"
They see the reflection's of themselves looking back
Knowing "daddy's little girl" is living without him due to his selfishness & lack of care
see
The lyric's make sense to me
I live them on a daily..
My new dude complaining & so insecure I caused this, this is my fault
I gotta worry more now about the scares on this broken taped up heart
Gotta make sure
I ain't making him pay for all your abuse & mistakes when we fight me&hi;;
I just shut down too hurt to understand his feelings
The lyric's make sense to me
cause' when I'm with him my heart seizures up & my mind races to what" if " he does the same things you've done to me,
What "if" he hurts me & because of it,
"Because of You" "I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt" "Because of you" "I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me" "Because of you" "I am afraid"
to move forward.
To give this new dude a chance, to make a change even thou I've left, I'm so scared scarred hurt buried sick and worried.
I even feel guilty for allowing someone new in.
Like I'm cheating yet you & me aren't even anything not even friends.
The lyric's make sense to me
since its like
I walk around in a haze & every day
"Since you've been gone-- I can breathe for the first time"
yet I, in the same breathe feel you should explain & " Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air"
"If I should die before I wake" "It's 'cause you took my breath away"
"Losing you is like living in a world with no air"
Oh but wait worst part for me is its me lying to myself cause'
I'm being suffocated when I think of him leaving, it's like I'm dead inside already when I see him walking out,
but I can't help myself I push him away far more then allowing him in! allowing him to stay...
See this is why, these are the reason I sit and sip thinking or at times trying so **** hard not to think
You may not get it but if You'd just listen You'd see
How
by listening as I do
You'd finally see & truly understand why & what ways