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Jul 2014
There's a song called

"Blame it on me"

&

The lyric's make sense to me,

where she singing

"Sometimes you can work it out"
"Sometimes you can't"
"Sometimes you're forced to watch"
"everything fall apart -- it's out of your"

because you

"I bet the neighbors know my name"

for many different reasons
because of the

"Way you screamin scratchin yellin,"

while we're
arguing&fighting; like its war war 3
claiming your
tired, sad & lonely & sick of me,

Well baby

"If you think you're lonely now, huh-  Wait until tonight"

And baby  I want you to'

"Keep on moving"
"Don't stop like the hands of time"
"Click clock, find your own way to stay"
"The time will come one day"

for you to realize
I was here for you
no matter what
but now
I gotta do things on my own ,
my way and for myself plus these kids &

"Besides the kids I have nothing to show"
"Wasted my years a fool of a wife"
"I shoulda have left your *** long time ago"
"Well I'm not gon cry,"

not no more & not this time

because now all

The lyric's makes sense to me,

like when I heard & agreed

"If I were a boy"
"I think I could understand"
"How it feels to love a girl"

"I swear I’d be a better man."
"I’d listen to her"
"'Cause I know how it hurts"

The ending state

"Your just a boy"
& I'd have to agree,
cause' you'll know never this pain
you've caused

The magnitude of your actions
causing the opposite with in me,

The havoc & suffering's
not just about me

These children
which I'll scream-out
to my dying day
saying loudly
Proudly GOD

"Thanks for my Child"

something you still failed to know about,

How many times will-your girls miss their
"Butterfly Kisses"
and how many times will they
look in the mirror
& notice

"In their father's eyes"

They see the reflection's
of themselves looking back

Knowing
"daddy's little girl"
is living without him
due to his selfishness & lack of care

see

The lyric's make sense to me

I live them on a daily..

My new dude complaining & so insecure
I caused this, this is my fault

I
gotta worry more now
about the scares on this
broken taped up heart

Gotta make sure

I ain't making him
pay for all your abuse & mistakes
when we fight me&hi;;

I just shut down
too hurt to understand
his feelings

The lyric's make sense to me

cause' when I'm with him
my heart seizures up & my mind races
to what" if "
he does the same things
you've done to me,

What "if" he hurts me & because of it,

"Because of You"
"I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt"
"Because of you"
"I find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me"
"Because of you"
"I am afraid"

to move forward.

To give this new dude a chance,
to make a change even thou I've left,
I'm so scared
scarred
hurt
buried
sick and worried.

I even feel guilty for allowing someone new in.

Like I'm cheating
yet you & me aren't even anything
not even friends.

The lyric's make sense to me

  since its like

I walk around in a haze & every day

"Since you've been gone-- I can breathe for the first time"

yet I, in the same breathe feel  you should explain &
"
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air"

"If I should die before I wake"
"It's 'cause you took my breath away"

"Losing you is like living in a world with no air"

Oh but wait worst
part for me is
its me lying to myself cause'

I'm being suffocated
when I think of him leaving,
it's like
I'm dead inside already
when I see him walking out,

but I
can't help myself
I push him away
far more then allowing him in!
allowing him to stay...

See this is why,
these are the reason I sit and sip
thinking or at times
trying so **** hard not  to think

You may not get it but
if You'd just listen
You'd see

How  

by listening as I do

You'd finally see
& truly understand why & what ways

THE LYRIC'S MAKE SENSE TO ME!

Always Me Ayeshah ™ ®
         K.A.C.L.N ©
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Ayeshah
Written by
Ayeshah  F/I'M ILLUSIVELY"HERE"
(F/I'M ILLUSIVELY"HERE")   
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   Weeping willow
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