Odi et amo. quare id faciam, fortasse requiris? nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior*
I hate and I love. Perhaps you ask why I do this? I do not know, but I feel it happen and I am torn apart.
Catullus 85 is a poem by the Roman poet Catullus. It was written for his mistress, Lesbia.
The rendering of ambivalence regarding the subject of love and hate is done with a simplicity and disquieting surrender. It's almost as if the form itself speaks just as much as the content. I hate and I love. *Odi et amo*. That is all.