As I lay here and stare at the ceiling I can't help but to get this feelin To display some sort of affection To the mirror image of perfection That lay beside me tht I call my queen
Queen u might ask ? Well that cuz she deserve it! I mean she endured it better yet ignored it Frivolous mind games and ******* I tried to pull off And to wht cost when all tht was lost was the trust she had built up from a foundation When there was no wrong answer to the (U + ME = "US") equation
Then there was the separation where we both flirted w/different temptations Moving aimlessly w/o a particular path Actions not adding up even when using the simplest math U see cuz we added selfishness and stubbornness Then subtracted the forgiveness Multiplied by the bitterness Which left us divided due to the pettiness
Well when all thts factored out wht will be the solution Could this relationship be restored or is tht just an illusion With all the problems we have already endured Can this disease called "Being Apart" be cured U know b/c I don't know if u may have heard but I have really matured and I will not be ignored
I Stood my ground I let out an sigh of relief Not knowing her reaction I began to tremble like a leaf She came close and looked me square in my eye As she began to speak her voice quivered as if she was going to cry
"Y can't I get rid of u" -"It's b/c of U the reason why I act the way I do"
"But my love for u can fill an ocean The affection we share fuels my devotion"
"I'm under a spell and u are the potion But don't write this off as going through the motions When I am bubbling over w/emotions"
"So don't use are fondest memories as a tool to continue being cruel with the end result of me standing there being your fool or even worst the subject of ridicule"
As she explained her point of view I couldn't help but to think How I could just let something go as quick as an eye can blink But her love for me out weighed all the bad And it was sad cuz whenever I did things to make her mad all I could do in response was say my bad. Why am I so lucky to have her in possession and do I really deserve this angel of mine? - is the real question But I learned my lesson Matter of fact I have a confession I feel like you in my life is a blessing How this relationship has endured the ups and downs was really something And sooner than you think matrimony is comin but for now it's pleasure having u as My Women