Every time I look at him I see your face. It turns my stomach just thinking of how much I miss you and why. you treated me so badly. Only God knows why I still have feelings for you. I love you and I was waiting for that special day to hear you say I Do, What happened to that? We were supposed to run off into the sunset together. I guess fairy tales don't exist. What the hell was I thinking? The thought of you being with someone else, treating them better than you did disgusts me. Why are they so different?