Never in my dreams
was a thought so dreadful
so lonely, so aloof
neither in future one will

A feeling like this
the one in my mind
fierce and fearsome
dislike of a kind

A surge of pain
in my heart again
so yearning of the good past
as my present seems lost

My nightmare is this moment
this hour and this day
if I ever am to live again
it’s not with this moment,
not this moment...