i have a problem
with people
when i try to be me
i picture all the things they can do to hurt me
i don't wanna trust you
if i can't make believe the truth

i reach for the stars
but then get shot at by the moon
i wanna take control of my life
soon enough
but i
wanna do my best to trust you

maybe this time
i won't be afraid to fall
maybe i'll close my eyes and not feel so small
maybe i'll fly
and not hide behind it all

maybe i'll listen and still be heared
maybe i'll keep the smallest word
in my heart
because thats where the healing starts

and maybe it'll end
witht he healing of my only friend
maybe i'll be there for you
maybe i'll be strong enough
to believe you'll catch me too
because i'll always catch you

i can cause applause
but that's no the cause
of my succes
it's because you believe
i can be more then high notes and claps
and that's a fact

so maybe this time
trust will be a factor
and in the end we'll still have laughter
<3