Sometimes I want to curl up in a ball Just to cry and let the tears flow away Sometimes I wish to give you a call Just to realize I can't do it anyway Sometimes I hope I can just fly home Just to be told that I am already here Sometimes I feel so cold and alone Just to realize I am with no one near Sometimes I wish to be happy again Just to realize I can but I just don't try Sometimes I want to get rid of this pain Just to see that my tears have gone dry Sometimes I wish to leave this place Just to realize I'm stuck for a while Sometimes I wish I can let my heart race Just to realize my heart is now in denial