I'm sorry I wasted so much time in our relationship being a ***** I hope she realizes the type of man she's got I hope she sees what an incredibly intelligent guy you are I hope she treats you with respect I hope she understands the way you work I hope she is able to read you the way I could I hope she makes you happy I hope she cooks your favorite foods I hope she likes the music you do and can make you laugh I hope she doesn't care that you enjoy the occasional **** I hope she enjoys that with you the way I did and do I hope she loves you as deeply and as passionately as you deserve to be loved I hope she knows that to have you is a privilege, a high honor I hope she's the one and makes you happy I'm feeling terrible and sorry that it couldn't be me I'll miss you probably forever and a day Wishing it could've always stayed that way Wondering now where things went wrong