There's nothing like the quiet of the world at three in the morning. It's about a cushion-y, not-quite-fill-your-throat kind of darkness, and it's comforting to know that everyone around you is supposed to be asleep.
You're alone in the world and each breath you take is all yours. Nothing is expected of you in those moments, and you don't expect much from yourself. You sit in the warmth of blankets and stare out into the velvety air, dreaming waking dreams about everything you want and need, and only your beating heart can disturb you. And when the birds start chirping and pre-dawn gray bathes the earth, you can shift your position and smile at the trees with dry lips and a welcome sense of quiet--of the feeling of long, winding roads and wind through your hair.